Showing posts with label vices. Show all posts
Showing posts with label vices. Show all posts

January 29, 2010

where you've been hiding

so what happened? where did i go? well, it's a long story but let's just put it this way...too much drugs + arrest #1 + more drugs + arrest #2 + went crazy with withdrawals + almost got put on a 5150 = rehab. i completed a little over 90 days & then moved into sober living. right now i have 111 days of sobriety. weird...i know. i don't plan on becoming a saint but rehab has done me good. i'm in a better place now, especially mentally. i was a mess before i got here, i really was going off the deep end. i am (for the most part) happy - it's been a looooong time since i could sincerely say that.

some pictures of my new digs:
captured: 01.2010

June 11, 2009

nobody but you

i want to say this to more than one person, but there is one person in particular that i'm thinking of. perhaps i should even say this to myself.


nobody but you

nobody can save you but
yourself.
you will be put again and again
into nearly impossible
situations.
they will attempt again and again
through subterfuge, guise and
force
to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly
inside.

nobody can save you but
yourself
and it will be easy enough to fail
so very easily
but don’t, don’t, don’t.
just watch them.
listen to them.
do you want to be like that?
a faceless, mindless, heartless
being?
do you want to experience
death before death?

nobody can save you but
yourself
and you’re worth saving.
it’s a war not easily won
but if anything is worth winning then
this is it.

think about it.
think about saving your self.
-charles bukowski
(via gala darling)

May 28, 2009

dgaf

captured: 2008 - sometime in san francisco, can't remember, too lazy to figure it out

March 3, 2009

captured: 05.13.08

trainspotting

i LOVED the clothes in trainspotting. as usually - it's mainly the guys' that i love, especially spud's. mine please? the girls's clothes...not as much except the sequin dress.

January 29, 2009

things i will never understand: marijuana prohibition

i will never understand the us government's position on marijuana. i don't get this war on drugs. if people were presented with the pure & simple facts about marijuana (& not 'facts' from propaganda programs like d.a.r.e) they wouldn't be such bias and hate for a harmless weed. from a purely scientific view there are no serious, negative health effects from marijuana (it's much less harmful than america's favorite drug - booze). in my opinion, the positive effects of marijuana completely & totally outweigh the negative effects. the reason marijuana is illegal is because of lies that the government made up about it. i think this 'war on drugs' is total bullshit. i just don't get it.