i will show you fear in a handful of dust.

captured: 02.2010

kim badawi

(kim badawi)

skull & bones

captured: 02.12.10
went shopping picked this nifty little thing up for $3.

osteoarchitecture

(morbid anatomy)

le danse macabre

(biblioodyssey)

captured: kaylin's memorial

captured: 07.01.09


we set the pink balloons free because when kaylin was a kid her mom would make her set her balloons free before they got in the car. her mom would tell her that they would be waiting for her in heaven. so we wrote messages on them & hoped that they would get to her. sorry the pictures are so late.

i still miss her so much. i spent a lot of my time in rehab processing her death. i can't seem to get over it. i want her back so bad. i want one last hug. one last i love you. one last goodbye.

jmillar

(jmillar jewlery, photography by simon crawford)

round #2

captured: 02.06.10
nose ring is back bitches. i missed it.

lazer life

goodbye

captured: 06.2009

blood brothers

goodbye

captured: 09.07.09

where you've been hiding

so what happened? where did i go? well, it's a long story but let's just put it this way...too much drugs + arrest #1 + more drugs + arrest #2 + went crazy with withdrawals + almost got put on a 5150 = rehab. i completed a little over 90 days & then moved into sober living. right now i have 111 days of sobriety. weird...i know. i don't plan on becoming a saint but rehab has done me good. i'm in a better place now, especially mentally. i was a mess before i got here, i really was going off the deep end. i am (for the most part) happy - it's been a looooong time since i could sincerely say that.

some pictures of my new digs:
captured: 01.2010