May 30, 2009

i really miss my nose ring

(karin kerylow is an awesome photographer)
captured: 2008 - also back when i lived in sf.
pretty much it's hard to see my stud in this picture, but blow that shit up & you can see. it's just better right? as soon as a i get the $$$ i'm going to get a gold ring or stud. ring or stud? stud or ring?

May 28, 2009


captured: 2008 - sometime in san francisco, can't remember, too lazy to figure it out

May 25, 2009

would you like to tap this?

captured: 05.25.09
all the ladies want me. can't you tell, bitchez? put it in another window to see its full beauty.

May 23, 2009


this is literally the best music video of all time. it gives me chills when i watch. cash is just full of raw emotion. his version is so much better than the original NIN's version.

May 12, 2009

crystal castles

every night my mind is racing - more more more. then, momentarily sedated. only to be battered into further furor. more! more! more! want more! need more! drink more! get fucked up more! party more! live more! love more! feel more! fuck more! hate more! fight more! LIVE MORE! live harder! live stronger! live better! live faster! faster! more! more! more! MORE!
this is not enough.

May 9, 2009


1. trees in the german winter seen with the fisheye2, 2. Blossom fisheye, 3. Cherry blossoms, 4. Brightest Full Moon!, 5. Winter Half Moon 2, 6. Crescent Moon, 7. weather. beach. achill., 8. France Cavaliers 1, 9. Hayden Point Sunset

In the 1920's Dr. Rudolf Hauschka asked his mentor Rudolf Steiner the ever-challenging question:

What is life?”

"Study rhythm,” Steiner replied, “Rhythm carries life.”

As he observed the world around him he could see life gains its form from the rhythms of nature. He noted, for example, the way in which the vitality of plants ebbs and flows with the rhythms of passing time, the sap rising and falling with the rhythmical motions of the sun and moon. He saw the power of nature's rhythms on all living things, and realized that life itself was in constant rhythmic flux.
-dr. hauscka

even though this quote came from a cosmetic company & is applied to the how to treat your skin. i was really touched by this quote when i contemplated it on a larger scheme, in relation to life. next time i'm having a shitty day i need to think of this. i need to think that this is just the rhythmic ebb & flow of life, this rhythm is cyclic & things will eventually be ok (then of course they will might get bad again but it's ok.) everything will be ok, just give it time.

May 6, 2009

wolves from oak

i can't stop thinking about wolves. as a child i used to want to be one (that or a fox, coyote, tiger, cheetah, leopard, raccoon, anything but a human).

May 5, 2009

meghan collison is an animal

(russian vogue november 2007)
i'm completely obsessed with the first image of meghan, the one with the horns. i'm not usually into magazine fashion spreads but this one is really amazing. i really like all of the fur. too bad it's pretty much summertime here in california, it's way too hot for me to even think about buying (fake) fur not to mention wear it.